Wanting to Leave so bad...

Right now I couldn't be more upset with my family. It seems the majority of the things I do are getting me in trouble.

For example: I went to my friend Danielle's house. I had been at my house about an hour earlier to get my phone charger because my phone was dying. I told my mom this. So, for about an hour my family was trying to call. I did not know due to the fact I had a dead phone. This means for an hour my family was horribly worried about me not calling. I don't undertsand this because they drop me off at my friend's Randi and Bailey's house and never bother to pick me up, call, or even mention when they'll be back.

Example #2: I went to the park for the fourth of July. [By the Way: HAPPY 4th!!!]. I forgot money so I called my dad and asked him to bring it to me since I have not gotten my provisional license yet. We live about 3 minutes away from te park. My dad started yelling at me for forgetting it so I told him not to come. He comes anyways and circles the park looking for me. I did not know he was there because I told him NOT to come. So, he goes home and my mom calls back to yell at me for making him drive the whole 3 minutes there and the 3 minutes back.

Example #3: I have been trying to find new sheets for my bed. I went through about 3 packages today trying to find the right size. My mom just said we'd put te other ones on my bed because we couldn't find the right size. I didn't know she was talking about the old ones and so I said, "Which ones?" She starts yelling about what a bad child I am and how embarrassing I am. Saying I'll never be allowed to do anything again and claiming that I am a spoiled brat that gets everything I want. Then she starts talking about how much moneyshe spent on my soccer. And that just pissed me off there because she got me into the sport when I was 6. And it's not my fault I'm good at it.

So. this is what I've been dealing with. Right now, I have been calm and taken their yelling but if one more person yells at me, I'm going to go off. I don't care anymore. I've had a horrible week and I thought the family was supposed to be there to help you through things like this but they just make it worse.

I have started all my colleges letters so I can leave this God foresaken house as soon as possible.

Song of the Day: "For The Nights I Can't Remember" by Hedley