This Circle Never Ends...

"This circle never ends and it's time you face it..."

Lyrics from a band named Paramore. I'm not sure if the song is called 'This Circle' or 'Circle'. I think it describes life in some way. That things don't end until you finally face it and I have to face life.

I have realized somethings over the past few days. For one of the first times in my life I'm having some guy problems and I think I know how I want to end it but I also don't want it to end.

But it's very unhealthy for me to be going back and fourth with this guy. One day he completely ignores me, the next he won't stop talking to me. After last year's homecoming, I never wanted to talk to him and could care less if he lived or died. Now, I just want it to be like we never met.

I know it's wierd but he likes me but he made me realize I don't like him anymore. The other day he asked me why I liked him. I was shocked because I couldn't think of one good reason why I liked him. So, at that moment I knew I had just gotten used to the feeling of liking him that I originally forgot why I liked him. So, I need to end this before it goes on any longer.

In other news I turn 16 in 2 weeks!!!!! School starts tomorrow. Not so excited but the faster it starts the faster it ends. I also have soccer tryouts tomorrow. But I'm pretty sure I'll make it since I've been on varisty for the past 2 years. For my update on my quad. It's better but not as good as it could be doing.

Song of the Day: "Can't Go Back" by Hedley